Talked myself out of it!

It is Wednesday in August and a long time since I have written anything on my blog.

First, let me start by saying I literally talked myself out of blogging.

Yup!

I said, “Girl you are not a good writer, nor will anyone miss your blogs!”

Then I proceeded to allow other things to take priority over writing.

After my walk today,  I told myself you are going to open that computer and begin to blog again.

Let’s mark today as my new blog beginning!

This new beginning means writing through the voices in my head that says you are not good at this.

I did not start a blog because I was good at writing but because I wanted to share my thoughts.

This blog thing was my platform to share and possibly encourage one person.

I realize that my decision to stop blogging was selfish and blocked me from doing what I love to do.

Serving is one of my passions.

Once I stopped blogging, I also stopped serving.

All my adult life I have served others.

Most people do not respond with appreciation but that is not my motive for doing what I do.

People may read the post and never respond with a positive comment; I will keep writing.

Looking into my heart I realized, that the audience of one is all I need.

If I do not receive any responses, likes or even new followers, I must keep going.

My desire is not to be the best writer, but to be an encouragement to one person.

To those of you who follow my blog, “THANK YOU”

Today is my now start and I will write (my grammar have issues).

Today I talked myself into remembering “MY WHY.”

 

2 thoughts on “Talked myself out of it!

  1. Talked myself out of everything the whole month of July. Felt discouraged and felt I had no support. But God!! Told me you not doing this to be famous, to get likes and all that. You got a testimony to share with the world, and if it’s just one, then that’s who it’s for. I missed you Lady Sybil thanks for being my inspiration to keep pushing and not talking myself out of it

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