Just Appetizers

Just came in and had to share this experience with you all. Life is really nothing but a circle or cycle. There are things that we will experience at certain times in life that will come back around again. Tonight was that kind of moment where I had been over 17 years ago. Being young has its perks as much as it cons. I am not ashamed to say I did not pass life test back then. Now 17 years later I was determined to pass and excel. People have a way of being who they are in life whether we like it or not. My challenge back then was about how you treated someone I loved and cared for. When someone disrespects my husband it hurts me and in return I want to hurt them. Years ago that was how I felt; but on today I was able to sit calmly as someone openly disrespected my husband. Life had brought the circle full term and it was up to me to use my wisdom and maturity to act and think in a right manner. This time I was determined not to allow my emotions and imagination to overtake me. This time in the cycle I would allow my growth to show up and not my childish thinking. Right now I can jump and leap knowing that I have no negative feelings in the after thought. Hurt people really do hurt others. This lady does not want to be included in the cycle that produces pain but peace. Years ago I allowed myself to be tormented by what another person was saying and doing against my husband. Today I found strength to see things to the end without losing my cool. As I type these words I am emotional, only because of the great victory I have. In my test the first time I imagined how I would kill another individual. In this circle that came back I imagined how I would love this person and not own their bitterness. Perhaps you understand what I am sharing. Maybe you are judging me because I was so transparent. However you see me, I am happy to be free. Don’t be afraid about the cycles or circles in life coming back. Be ready to pass the test and walk in victory knowing that you are not the same person now as you were back then. Right now in this moment who I am showed up even when the situation was the same!! Totally overjoyed right now!!

Has life been going in circles for you? Have you taken the time to prepare for what is going to come around again? Do not be afraid of the circle of life; just be positioned and prepared to handle it with maturity. You are not the same person!