Starting out doing my blog I was really excited, each week I was getting things done. Creative thoughts were coming at me faster than I could write. Then it happened out of no where. That moment called writers block…the thing that makes you feel like you are slow, unable to put thoughts together. “Now what,” I thought to myself. As the dates went by I began to really think is this really me?
Admitting to myself I had came on a discouraging, and defining moment was all to real for me to handle. I had read other blogs, been encouraged and believed YES!! This is what I’m suppose to be doing. Then WHY was it getting harder and not easier.
Being challenged is not a new thing for me; I have killed my army of giants!!! Being discouraged is also a familiar place, one in which I have been both over taken and have overcome!! So what is it? Why am I experiencing this lost and not found moment.
My life calls for me to talk a lot, maybe that’s all I am suppose to be doing. Could I have convinced myself this is me, one who writes!! Mmmmm time to do a self examination.
After careful insight, and dissection I finally have an answer. YES!! This is me!!! YES I love to write( may not be the best at it) BUT this is me!!!
I apologize for the long time between each blog. I had a moment and may have another. Just hang in there with me, it’s going to be a great journey.
Many things I am not called to do, but writing my blog is one thing I am suppose to do:)
